Numb is a good word. It’s been two and a half weeks since Ricky died, and I am embarking on the long business of wrapping up his life, wrapping up our life. If were able, I would take this slowly, but as it is, my lease ends on June 30, and there’s a lot of … Continue reading Grieving, Post-Quarantine
So he’s not coming back. I understand this intellectually, as this is the longest we have ever been apart, and I have spent seven days in my apartment without seeing him, without hearing him, without sending him a text message from the bathroom and him getting annoyed about it. I am not asking him what … Continue reading Grieving in Quarantine: Day 7
This is Cohosh Man. It’s not a man, and it’s not made of cohosh. It’s a sculpture of sorts Ricky made with foam crack filler. The coffee and inhaler make it a still-life. In time, he would become increasingly more dependent on those inhalers. He gave this to me the day that I was flying … Continue reading Grieving in Quarantine: Day 4
I’v published a book for a friend of mine. Originally, it was about interpreting the Moon in astrology, but it’s so much more than that. If you want to know how to interpret the moon and the fundamentals of reading astrological charts, check her book at Amazon: https://www.amazon.com/Moon-Matters-Discover-Hidden-Astrological-ebook/dp/B07HRCR9RR/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&qid=1542169184&sr=8-1&keywords=Aurora+Cantor Because the Moon Matters!
The South Node is transiting my ascendant. When this transit occurs, one of the things that happens is that people from your past or whom you already know seek you out, and they can often be of great help, since this transit can be a struggle to move forward and not rely on old habits … Continue reading Eight Reasons Why You Should Get Over Finding Your Soul Mate
Would you have been a Nazi if you lived in Germany during the rise of the Third Reich? How do you know? Or would you have been part of the resistance? How do you know? Perhaps the craziest thing that could have happened during this cardinal T-square with Pluto, Jupiter, and Uranus happened: the leader … Continue reading The U.S. Presidential Election: What the F*ck Just Happened?
In astrology, in everyone’s birth chart, there is Venus and there is Mars. There is the anima and the animus. There is the Sun and the Moon, the active and the reactive. There are 12 signs, 6 yin, 6 yang, and four elements, 2 yin, 2 yang. What gender is metaphysically is not always the … Continue reading Sick Mars: What is Masculine?